Dying Heart

Well, it's my first post, about what? Of cause I'm just breaking up with my first love..



I just hope and wait for you to come back, but in my stupidity, we end up there. I taught myself to forget you though it kills me so hard. From the time I saw myself contented of not having you in my life, god prayed me. From the day I started to ease your pain I know how much I would regret after all. But yet I never mind, as long as you can live happily.

We spend time together at Sunway Pyramid. And I found myself so happy with you.
Days had past I realized again how much you mean to me, deeper than before.
I also saw you so contented, never having a blot of pain anymore.
I just think everything is so fine and forever be fine.

And you know what, I called you last night,
I want to see you again,
I am so happy that I can’t wait for next evening to see you again at your house.
But I’m here asking for your permission if you will allow me to be happy forever.

Tomorrow then,
I am so happy seeing you again.
Wearing those smile came from your very heart.
Then shocked me for those very long cover my head with your hands,
then you whisper these:

“ Thank you for the help,
I know I'm still in love with you,
and I appreciate that very much.
I know that when I am happy you’ll be very happy too,"

Breaking myself into pieces,
You call me to go back ASAP.. Okay..
you kissed me goodbye and walk away without seeing how much you love, kill me.
Though that would be a forever wound..,
I can take it even forever just to make you reach your forever happiness.
I’ll just be here with my Dying Heart...