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•๋.I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.

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You never know how much painful it is to hide tears.


.Today you are so near to me but still you're too far.




cнaттεя pιε (。◕‿‿◕。)


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This and others so called Emotions are just but a chemical reaction that passes through our mind affecting our blood pressure..
even so.. they make us feel alive, they make us feel that we exist, they make us who we Are




Monday, November 30, 2009

Blind

The park bench was deserted as I reads.
Beneath the long, straggly branches of an old willow tree.
Disillusioned by life with good reason.
For the world was intent on dragging me down.

And if that weren’t enough to ruin my day,
A young girl out of breath approached me.
She stood right before me with her head tilted down,
And said with great excitement, “Look what I found!”

In her hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight,
With its petals all worn not enough rain, or too little light.
Wanting her to take her dead flower and go off to play,
I faked a small smile and then shifted away.



But instead of retreating she sat next to my side
And placed the flower to his nose and declared with overacted surprise,
It sure smells pretty and it’s beautiful, too.
That’s why I picked it, here, it’s for you.”

The weed before me was dying or dead.
Not vibrant of colours, black and white.
But I knew I must take it, or she might never leave.
So I reached for the flower, and replied, “Just what I need.”

But instead of her placing the flower in my hand,
She held it mid air without reason or plan.
It was then that I noticed for the very first time
That weed-toting girl could not see: she was blind.

I heard the voice quiver, tears shone like the sun
As I thanked her for picking the very best one.
You’re welcome,” she smiled,
A bright smile like a shining force which toward me.

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except she loving me.
I was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world,
she would marry me.

Through the eyes of a blind little girl, at last I could see
The problem was not with the world; the problem was me.
And for all of those times I myself had been blind,
I vowed to see the beauty in life, and appreciate every second that’s mine. Blinder

*Sent by mayday, 11st of December 2008.
Arigatou Gozaimasu!

Monday, November 16, 2009

Destiny



















You told me your life, and i told you mine, we told each other everything would be forever fine.
Love is not a game that we played, what you need is love.
Yet love is the most exquisite, an awesome and unbearable silence..

I had to decide, unless I had the change.
I wont give up no matter what I’ll be waiting for you.
I swear that you’ll always be mine, forever love I promise you someday we’ll be together forever love,
Once again if I chose her, it killed you inside so hard.
We’ll come through, so when you finally come, i’ll be here,
you’re not brave enough to tell me,
you cant ignore away,
you’re not strong enough to walk away,
you cant walk away,
you’re just what i want,
so i will wait until that i have our love, I willing to wait.

I will know in time, hopefully one day….
One day I gonna realize what I really missed you, just keep me right there in your dreams.
There’s the point where i just dont care how long it takes,
our love it’s depends on our destiny,
but if what we waiting for each other is forever loves that we needs that is the road and nothing can be changed on our Fate.


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

SeireiteiRO


SeireiteiRO
(13 months) (Best server for me :])

Seireitei Ragnarok Online was originally founded by Chen - aka GM Byakuya - in December 2007. GM Steven, the new (and current) administrator, took over SeireiteiRO March 2008.
The rates are 26,000x/26,000x/75% (Super-super high rate server)
Server Information / Rates:

  • Max Base Level: 1000
  • Max Job Level: 250
  • Max Stats: 1000
  • Max ASPD: 195
  • 100% Item Drop
  • 75% Card Drop
Thanks to..
[GM] Chen
[GM] Steven
Jasc / Steven Bu - [facebook]
Xuan Yuan
Apollyon / Adrian

SinCross of Fate / Adrian
- [facebook]
Xei
Gescean
Aviation
Jiro
Instinct - [facebook]
Ketsuki
-Dai- (Not me~)
[D]ai[S]u[K]e (Yah, me, I met myself here. :])
Dan
Jarwin
Ragu
Glock
Moy
[GM] Miles - [facebook]
Ryuukira
[GM] Ryu Shin
[GM] Vince
Zabuza
Ichimaru Gin
Paper Heart
Symen
Eddy - [facebook]
Sunny
Kurosaki
Mark / Moy
Shin / Saranghaeyo
[GM] Elijah
Aero / Daniel - [facebook]
Derek
Duy
IceTea
JOOSYXiong
Lethal
Skye / Chloe
Vice
Cotton Teddy / Megan - [facebook]
[GM] Azn / Maria
[GM] Genesis
Sophia
Aimee
[GM] Sakunai / Tse Yan - [facebook]
[GM] Yuki / Virginia - [facebook]
Manah
Bri
Amy

[GM] Oinkie / Catherine - [facebook]
Gun Bolg
Iodine
Kurau
Alyciah
Rukia / Ars
[GM] Dowie / Mishell - [facebook]
Rachel

Kuma Kuma
Sarielle / Arya
Nazgler
Mory
Carli / Melody
Moka / Vivian - [facebook]
Meiody
Amy
Nadine
Sandy
Eileen / Chocolate
Astrella - [facebook]
Massie
Christine
[GM] Cory / TinyJetpack
Bonnie - [facebook]
Kiisumii
Light
Kimmie
Nina Sakura


[bold - Old "Resolve" guildmate] (I missed old Resolve guild/guildmate freaking freaking much!! T___T)










Monday, November 09, 2009

SekaiRO / CeresRO


SekaiRO, instead of CeresRO (7 months)
Thanks to..
Daifung
True
Fruity

Yukie - [facebook]
Jae
Mary
Jimmy - [facebook]
Silverleon

Chocolate/ Samantha