•๋●Waiting for you•๋●

how can you be so mean?
how can you be so rude?
how can you betray me?
i feel like writing on walls how much i had missed you
but you will never understand..
or was it i never realized the lies you told me for days after days?
you were the first girl on whom i believed and the last one.
a strong pain tears my heart apart.. a strong pain echoes in my head
but i stay calm smiling at everyone.
they think i have no pains in life
but they never know how much painful it is to hide tears.

you are always there in my mind..
in my thoughts ..
in whatever i do
all are gathering around seeing me die on the seashore
i am still searching you among them..
that's why i am here is to waiting for you seasoned..