Mistaken

You promised me you will never leave me. You promised me you will forever remain at my side. It was just a crush at first when we met, and before i realized I started falling in love with you. It was the night as any other night when you proposed me, everything went right and smoothly until the day. I found myself so happy again being with you every moment and everytime. I dreamt of you everydays and every nights and wishing our love would be like fairy tales.

Through my whole life I have always wanted to find that one person. My companion. I didn’t date so much because everyone around me wasn’t looking for the same thing I was looking for. I hope you know I care of you and I wouldn't abandon you if you need a friend or a shoulder to lean on. I feel so happy when I saw you at any moments.
You are precious and you are still in my heart with this such a season that I loved the most.

Seasoned.. I was the WRONG!
Why you betrayed me and went away so sudden?
and proposed your friendship asking back the love we shared for days.
You took away my heart! Gaahhhhhhhh, I am so helpless today.

I cant stop myself from loving you, I cant hate you.
I gave you my heart and am left with nothing to start a new life

Nowadays, am just wondering why you took my heart away..

It was too late, it was too late for me to hate you.

I was lost, lost from your memory, memory in my world, my world gone dark.
And it made my heart shatter down when I realized my Mistaken.

I did a mistake by falling in love with you,
I did a mistake by kissing you,
I did a mistake by trusting you my love, am a fool.

Again till now, you're nowhere to be seen.. and left me with shattered heart.

Cause I have no choice, I need to go now and I don't have much time left.. - Mistaken

♥ Dying Heart ♥

I just hope and wait for you to come back, but in my stupidity, we end up there. I taught myself to forget you though it kills me so hard. From the time I saw myself contented of not having you in my life, god prayed me. From the day I started to ease your pain I know how much I would regret after all. But yet I never mind, as long as you can live happily.

We spent time together at SP, Sunway Pyramid. And I found myself so happy with you.

Days had past I realized again how much you mean to me, deeper than before.

I also saw you so contented, never having a blot of pain anymore.

I just think everything is so fine and forever be fine.

And you know what, I called you last night,

I want to see you again,

I am so happy that I can’t wait for next evening to see you again at your house.

But I’m here asking for your permission if you will allow me to be happy forever.

Tomorrow then,

I am so happy seeing you again.

Wearing those smile came from your very heart.

Then shocked me for those very long cover my head with your hands,

then you whisper these:

“ Thank you for the help,

I know I'm still in love with you,

and I appreciate that very much.

I know that when I am happy you’ll be very happy too,"

Breaking myself into pieces,

You call me to go back ASAP.. Okay..

you kissed me goodbye and walk away without seeing how much you love, kill me.

Though that would be a forever wound..,

I can take it even forever just to make you reach your forever happiness.

I’ll just be here with my... - Dying Heart. ♥

Appear

Just when she appeared in my dream again yesterday..

Forget

I'm getting over you so fast now that I've found someone much better then you ever were to me.
In only a couple weeks, I've realized that I care more for her then I ever cared for you!
Now doesn't that make you feel great?
Probably not, but after every hurtful thing you've said or done to me, I think it's your turn to take some of my pain that you've caused. That's all what I can do it for you is to.. - Forget you.