Heartless

You don't even feel any guilt about what you did,
and that is usually that you have heartless and care for other, but not me.
Now you tell people I'm your friend, exactly an old friend.
You try and make me jealous by hanging out all the boys with you and trying hard to choose one, till I can't even describe my feeling now as you've changed.
I guess it makes you feel better by saying those things because you know it makes me hurt so much.
All those night I yearning and crying for you by shattering my hopes, and shattering my heart.
I can never reach you because you will never come with me again after we broke up, I've the reason why.
Seem I've to stay with loneliness again and again till the end..

Fade

Whenever I thinking about you,
My world has gone bright.
I know that I'm not made for you,
but I will always love you.

Love can be with dark sides too,
Let the worse its be resulted,
I can see your smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down from my eyes. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach you, I feel slipping away...
It's like my dream is fading away.

But they said memories will last forever.

Silencer

Why am i so idle instead of finding a new heart, everyone ask me why. yet seem that you still care about me, so i can feel a senses of love again, and something else instead. So I say it’s just nothing, but they know that's something.

The reason is you!
Once again, they say,

“You can only have one more change to take her heart back,
don’t need to worry about it, you can do it.”
Should I just support or ignore their words?
Started to feel much confidences on myself. You’re used to mingle me, so that my life is still existence in this world..

Unfortunately, seem you did support me to find a new love, exactly, yet i argue it,
so my valiant soul exhausted easily, because I know I am hurting so deep inside.
Forced me to extricate my own good changes. What a wasted.

Seasoned, there’s nothing i could ever say that could really take the pain away.
to feel apologize about some past things, wishing it had not happened again, perharps, your life won’t be exacerbated again..
I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.
wish i could just forget about you.
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.
I hate being a silencer. - A silent moment

P.S : Being single is good..