Silencer

Why am i so idle instead of finding a new heart, everyone ask me why. yet seem that you still care about me, so i can feel a senses of love again, and something else instead. So I say it’s just nothing, but they know that's something.

The reason is you!
Once again, they say,

“You can only have one more change to take her heart back,
don’t need to worry about it, you can do it.”
Should I just support or ignore their words?
Started to feel much confidences on myself. You’re used to mingle me, so that my life is still existence in this world..

Unfortunately, seem you did support me to find a new love, exactly, yet i argue it,
so my valiant soul exhausted easily, because I know I am hurting so deep inside.
Forced me to extricate my own good changes. What a wasted.

Seasoned, there’s nothing i could ever say that could really take the pain away.
to feel apologize about some past things, wishing it had not happened again, perharps, your life won’t be exacerbated again..
I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.
wish i could just forget about you.
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.
I hate being a silencer. - A silent moment

P.S : Being single is good..