Raining

When it was sunny day it gives me a warm to ease my pains away. When I'd fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go.

But weird It's raining almost everyday and every time.

Raining symbolized as sad moment and I use to appreciate because i'll think that it's a bit of an "emo" feeling way. My face wet of tear when i walked out as the sky dropped me a bath of tears last midnight. I forced to walk all around under the crying sky because of you. I really don't meant to hurt you because you came to my life. But you hurt me countless times. If you wanna know how much you hurt me, i'll catch the rain drop, the amount of rain drop i caught mean how much you really hurt me.

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November, 11, 2010

3.41am

831 - I love you ♥

  

831 - 8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning, I Love You!  ♥ 

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Belongs

I gave you my pride because I thought you were the one, I will proud of myself if I have you because you're the one i wanted. But at the meanwhile, when another boy who is willing to come along with us and you left me as fast as you could, did you know that you really mean it to me? I thought about everything and how stupidity I was thinking you were going to change and that you really loved me. You told everyone what you're going to have him before you even let me know, so why is it that I had to be the last one to know? You don't think it could be worse than that? Let me ask you, what if I tell you that I hang out a lot of girls everyday? Are you going to cry for me whole nights? Of course no, it was just a game.

Although there's lot of girls I met with, but I found no one who is belongs to me.. I think I rather being alone than with one and noisy with a large group of friends. - Belonger

Duplicate

You called me to accompany you for the trips and I used to mingle with.  I could feel the shine that lightened toward my world. As I do,  I will always miss your beautiful eyes, your calm, and lovely voice every moments, yet you're completely different from other girls I met with. But I feel this guilty expressing myself towards you. I know what I feel, but my explanation covers the truth and the truth is you're my.........

Can I with someone exactly likes her?

Meant

I found someone there's much better than my precious one.. I never thought I would be so fortunate enough in this life when I saw you.
It was such a happy moment when I could get into our nice conversations when sport's day, my world gone bright just in a second. When I looked at your face, you are something that I can't let go. But I don't know how to do myself better than other else for you.
On that day, when I heard that you would going back to hometown, my heart shattered into pieces. And you left me with inconvenienced, you waved goodbye to me.. I shattered again myself with the thread with blow.
Plus I fell into ruins, sometimes it hurts to breathe when I wake up in very night because every breath I took, proved that I can't live without you. like a shivering from flight feeling, an empty feeling nothing because I think about how it would be, if you weren't at my side and then I
kept wondering that you really know how much you meant it to me.. - Meanie

Mistaken

You promised me you will never leave me. You promised me you will forever remain at my side. It was just a crush at first when we met, and before i realized I started falling in love with you. It was the night as any other night when you proposed me, everything went right and smoothly until the day. I found myself so happy again being with you every moment and everytime. I dreamt of you everydays and every nights and wishing our love would be like fairy tales.

Through my whole life I have always wanted to find that one person. My companion. I didn’t date so much because everyone around me wasn’t looking for the same thing I was looking for. I hope you know I care of you and I wouldn't abandon you if you need a friend or a shoulder to lean on. I feel so happy when I saw you at any moments.
You are precious and you are still in my heart with this such a season that I loved the most.

Seasoned.. I was the WRONG!
Why you betrayed me and went away so sudden?
and proposed your friendship asking back the love we shared for days.
You took away my heart! Gaahhhhhhhh, I am so helpless today.

I cant stop myself from loving you, I cant hate you.
I gave you my heart and am left with nothing to start a new life

Nowadays, am just wondering why you took my heart away..

It was too late, it was too late for me to hate you.

I was lost, lost from your memory, memory in my world, my world gone dark.
And it made my heart shatter down when I realized my Mistaken.

I did a mistake by falling in love with you,
I did a mistake by kissing you,
I did a mistake by trusting you my love, am a fool.

Again till now, you're nowhere to be seen.. and left me with shattered heart.

Cause I have no choice, I need to go now and I don't have much time left.. - Mistaken

♥ Dying Heart ♥

I just hope and wait for you to come back, but in my stupidity, we end up there. I taught myself to forget you though it kills me so hard. From the time I saw myself contented of not having you in my life, god prayed me. From the day I started to ease your pain I know how much I would regret after all. But yet I never mind, as long as you can live happily.

We spent time together at SP, Sunway Pyramid. And I found myself so happy with you.

Days had past I realized again how much you mean to me, deeper than before.

I also saw you so contented, never having a blot of pain anymore.

I just think everything is so fine and forever be fine.

And you know what, I called you last night,

I want to see you again,

I am so happy that I can’t wait for next evening to see you again at your house.

But I’m here asking for your permission if you will allow me to be happy forever.

Tomorrow then,

I am so happy seeing you again.

Wearing those smile came from your very heart.

Then shocked me for those very long cover my head with your hands,

then you whisper these:

“ Thank you for the help,

I know I'm still in love with you,

and I appreciate that very much.

I know that when I am happy you’ll be very happy too,"

Breaking myself into pieces,

You call me to go back ASAP.. Okay..

you kissed me goodbye and walk away without seeing how much you love, kill me.

Though that would be a forever wound..,

I can take it even forever just to make you reach your forever happiness.

I’ll just be here with my... - Dying Heart. ♥

Appear

Just when she appeared in my dream again yesterday..

Forget

I'm getting over you so fast now that I've found someone much better then you ever were to me.
In only a couple weeks, I've realized that I care more for her then I ever cared for you!
Now doesn't that make you feel great?
Probably not, but after every hurtful thing you've said or done to me, I think it's your turn to take some of my pain that you've caused. That's all what I can do it for you is to.. - Forget you.

Heartless

You don't even feel any guilt about what you did,
and that is usually that you have heartless and care for other, but not me.
Now you tell people I'm your friend, exactly an old friend.
You try and make me jealous by hanging out all the boys with you and trying hard to choose one, till I can't even describe my feeling now as you've changed.
I guess it makes you feel better by saying those things because you know it makes me hurt so much.
All those night I yearning and crying for you by shattering my hopes, and shattering my heart.
I can never reach you because you will never come with me again after we broke up, I've the reason why.
Seem I've to stay with loneliness again and again till the end..

Fade

Whenever I thinking about you,
My world has gone bright.
I know that I'm not made for you,
but I will always love you.

Love can be with dark sides too,
Let the worse its be resulted,
I can see your smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down from my eyes. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach you, I feel slipping away...
It's like my dream is fading away.

But they said memories will last forever.

Silencer

Why am i so idle instead of finding a new heart, everyone ask me why. yet seem that you still care about me, so i can feel a senses of love again, and something else instead. So I say it’s just nothing, but they know that's something.

The reason is you!
Once again, they say,

“You can only have one more change to take her heart back,
don’t need to worry about it, you can do it.”
Should I just support or ignore their words?
Started to feel much confidences on myself. You’re used to mingle me, so that my life is still existence in this world..

Unfortunately, seem you did support me to find a new love, exactly, yet i argue it,
so my valiant soul exhausted easily, because I know I am hurting so deep inside.
Forced me to extricate my own good changes. What a wasted.

Seasoned, there’s nothing i could ever say that could really take the pain away.
to feel apologize about some past things, wishing it had not happened again, perharps, your life won’t be exacerbated again..
I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.
wish i could just forget about you.
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.
I hate being a silencer. - A silent moment

P.S : Being single is good..

Liar

█ Q : You promised me you will never leave me, but what's with you now? A liar..

Lost

We begin to realize that we share many things in common that seem to be more coincidence before.
Feeling a bond of fate, we grow closer.
Destiny can have a good side, but dark side too.
We had our good times and I am content to let those two years we spent together be nothing but memories.

And now, do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
in the middle of the night when you awake..
are you calling out my name?
It's only me missing you..

But I just realized that I don't even have the right to be jealous,
I just, just won't voice out anything from now on.

Because we had been in the separated ways,
There's nowhere to be seen. - Lost

P.S: The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

VLRO

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[High School Klang] International Understanding's Day 2010 (IU Day)

By: Daisuke

High School Klang's International Understanding Day is back!
Last year's one was successfully held.
This year will be even better!
The chosen country of China and USA
The theme of Mystery of the East and West.
It is certified to rock your socks off,
Laugh till your stomach hurts,
Wash Your eyes on the Culture of China and USA,
Eat till you want no more.

Bookings are open to everyone and anyone.
Bring along your friends; ALL OF THEM!
For this is one IU Day not to be missed.
Seating on that day are by tables of 10 person per table.
Table places will be on a booking first come first served basis.
So hurry up to grab the best seats! Its RM10 per person!

The dress code is:
For Interactors - your interact uniform
For Leos - your leo uniform
For other guests - formal attire

For More Info:
Tee Hock Han 016 - 3010 879
John Fung 012 - 3340 811 / 016 - 3433 095

Date:	Saturday, May 8, 2010
Time:	8:30am - 1:30pm
Location:	Dewan Putra, SMK Tinggi Klang

More info to come soon! Stay notified!

[Let's Be] GoSu Kim Kyung Jin -Sniper-

(This guy is just good-looking guy. :])

My brother asked me to play SuddenAttack SEA, I played.
Later, he asked me to watch this.. sniper pro(the powerful one not the stupid one) through YouTube.
I thought this sniper was just, YES, a normal player, a normal game, a normal speed, a normal interest, but NO! WRONG WRONG!
This is not what that I even thought!
I said "Wth, Is he a Human......................, an Allien?"
Unbelievable!! How the world could ever snipe as fast as him as he made 0.03 second shown below? No hack, No Bot, No other programs that could support him. Yes! a Human, Human with brains, heart, red-colored blood, and HPG (Human Plays Game).

Biodata:
Let's Be Clan and Sniper Kim Kyung Jin with TRG-21!

















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Either you believe it or not, it's depend on you and the.

Just that..

Never thought that I'll miss you this much...

Never thought you'll be gone forever...

You left so many things pending and

I'll never be completed without you...

Can I just be on your side always...?

Just that, being alone is painful...