Meant

I found someone there's much better than my precious one.. I never thought I would be so fortunate enough in this life when I saw you.
It was such a happy moment when I could get into our nice conversations when sport's day, my world gone bright just in a second. When I looked at your face, you are something that I can't let go. But I don't know how to do myself better than other else for you.
On that day, when I heard that you would going back to hometown, my heart shattered into pieces. And you left me with inconvenienced, you waved goodbye to me.. I shattered again myself with the thread with blow.
Plus I fell into ruins, sometimes it hurts to breathe when I wake up in very night because every breath I took, proved that I can't live without you. like a shivering from flight feeling, an empty feeling nothing because I think about how it would be, if you weren't at my side and then I
kept wondering that you really know how much you meant it to me.. - Meanie