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•๋.I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.

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You never know how much painful it is to hide tears.


.Today you are so near to me but still you're too far.




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Monday, May 25, 2009

Fateless

Once again, it has been almost 5 months ago after I broke up with my ex.
Yet my ex have a new boyfriend,














How come she managed to do that so quickly?
Know that I might be surprised that I wasn't as bitter as I thought.
At least I don't storm out of my laptop in tears crying to my mum.

I have another reason why I am not feeling bitter?
Same goes to me too, have begun seeing someone else new as of late.
I am still getting to know her. She is chinese, of cause. She's short, of cause. She's cute, of cause.
and the good thing is that we are seeing each other.

One fine day, my friend pleased me to go to facebook and take a look.
While the link he given it to me,
Bumped into my facebook profiles.

When I saw my schoolmate was in relationship,
I saw his facebook's post was,






Happy enough,
I was about to congrats him.

Forced me to read their comment,
but in my surprised, surprised to see who he is in love,
he was in love with,..
with the first letter of the name was "A", I don't wanted to see the second letter because I know that girl is someone else that I never knew her before, Perhaps?

I'm guess and guess, couldn't be possible is my "A"pple Ai fon(it's Apple Iphone),
















Don't said that he is gone crazy with my Ai fon? Impossible..

No! I can't live without you, my Ai fon! :[
Okay okay, stop dreaming around, maybe not, she's not human.

I looked properly at the next letter.
Unfortunately, once I checking out the next letter..
I told myself..
Why's the delay?
I'm feel depressed, that's why,
I answered myself afterward.

Broken myself, and scattering my own heart,
with full of wounds,
guess what?
My fate has been vanquished again every moment.
It was weird, freaking weird,
seeing my schoolmate was about to engaged the one I love, the one I am waiting for.
But I'm gonna crying alone silently.

My heart told me not to let her go easily.
But I hates betrayal, I have nothing to do for it.
I think he is a better man who can take care of her the way I couldn't do,
So I guess I should feel happy.

I'm completely useless.. :[








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